holiday spirits!

foods ::

cocktail weenies

spinach spankies

candied nuts

celery sticks with pimento cheese

celery sticks with garlic cream cheese

veggie tray with homemade low-fat dip

2-layer yellow cake with buttercream frosting

Mullin spiced apple cider

Perrier sparkling water with raspberries

Swiss Miss hot chocolate

grocery list ::

3 liter bottles of Perrier (7)

2 gallons of apple cider (5)

2 packages of Mullin Spices (4)

jar of pimentos (2)

pack of celery (3)

pack of sugar snap peas (4)

3 bell peppers (5)

once lemon (1)

package of frozen raspberries (4)

cream cheese (2)

shredded cheddar cheese (4)

ice

....equals joyous times :]

Let's play here and now

I could hate him for making me question

I could hate him for imposing his own dream

-remind me again, why must I conform mine

(because it is not so crisply defined in years and situations?)

I could hate him for his increasing urgency and my lowered resistance.

No I'm sorry I don't have my life figured out.

There's no aligned dominos in a knock-down trail

There's no aces in their spaces

There is no symmetry.

This is what I am.

This is what I'm developing from

a young girl riddled with fear of the future

Yes I'm trying.

Let's just say I'm attempting with all my might.

A glorious warmth in his arms and kiss, apart it's all submerged